My god 3's a killing spree, 4's a dominating

dota terms... dunno nvm... no 4. oldies recall goes to... BBmak



Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true

This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't

And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't

Until you're back here baby
(Until you're back here baby)
Until you're back here baby
(Until you're back here baby)
Until you're back here baby
(Until you're back here baby)
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't

Until you're back here baby
(Until you're back here baby)
Until you're back here baby
(Until you're back here baby)
Until you're back here baby
(Until you're back here baby)
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't

It was a sombre day

Ok not gonna blog about the details of the sombre day i had yesterday... Some parts of it are too private...

Anywayz it all rose from the Career Services Talk... Maybe the problems are there already but i just refuse to rectify it... Takes time i guess... i shall perservere...

but still the thinking hasn't change... since RI days... the same reasoning why do i have to fight to be the best when i do my best and chances are i'll end up just middle ground... It's the feeling where you've been up there, seen the surroundings, and down there is actually much better sometimes... grrr stress

tat and something else... concoctive mix of depression... perhaps i'll never be able to pull myself out of the downward spiral... at least not in the near future... haiz...

i'm just depressed...

and ppl have asked me... so old alr, still play play play... what they do not know, is that playing lets me forget about what i'm thinking... it's like alcohol or glue with slightly better health effects...

1 day 1 new oldie.... it's reallie like tat..

Bachelor Girl - Buses and Train

Hey Mom
Why didn't you tell me
Why didn't you teach me a thing or two
You just let me go
Out into the World
You never thought to share what you knew

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

Hey Mom
Why didn't you warn me
Coz about boys is something i should have known
They`re like chocolate cake
Like cigarettes
I know they're bad for me
But I just can't leave 'em alone

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

I wanna do it again
Oh, felt so good

Hey Mom
Since we're talking
What was it like when you were young
Has the world changed
Or is it still the same
A man can kill and still be the sweetest thing.

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
I want to do it again

Troubled Waters

Ok i admit... it's going down the good friends / just friends route... it juz feels like that... maybe the chance has passed and i dint even noticed it... or it was just not meant to be... like ppl say distancing yourself mite help sometimes but i feel right now, by distancing myself, i'm actually distancing from her and can't climb my way back... oh wells...

maybe i cld have a better chance if i stayed in the same hall... just maybe...

to quote one of her favourite line from jay chou's song :
"而我已经分不清 你是友情 还是错过的爱情"

MA's coming up... and i'm nt exactly poised to study for it... unlike MS which was a thorough breeze... i hate being helpless... and i can't help being helpless myself in certain matters... like matters of the heart... forever green the term seems very tempting... too tempting

yet another oldie recovered from the little pockets of my memories...

Dun blame me, I seriously dun know why for the past 2 weeks i keep recalling these songs from the 90s... very freaky... anyway enjoy



She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
I'm crazy for this girl

She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
I'm crazy for this girl

Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
I'm crazy for this girl

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
I'm crazy for this girl



Once again I just can't get it straight
Wondering if wandering is my fate
But don't lose hope in me quite yet
'cause help must be on the way, any day

From my head to my heart
can't seem to find a way they're so far apart
It's not you, it's not your fault
You've got everything I could ever want
And you've always understood my intentions are good
and we've been so close from the start
but the furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart

I feel the distance standing here next to you
I don't want to keep you waiting, but I've been waiting too
Some day if I get there and you still want me too
we can see it through

From my head to my heart
can't seem to find a way they're so far apart
It's not you, it's not your fault
You've got everything I could ever want
And you've always understood my intentions are good
and we've been so close from the start
but the furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart

From my head to my heart
can't seem to find a way they're so far apart
it's not you, you've got everything I could ever want

From my head to my heart
can't seem to find a way they're so far apart
It's not you, it's not your fault
You've got everything I could ever want
And you've always understood my intentions are good
and we've been so close from the start
but the furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart
but the furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart