Troubled Waters

Ok i admit... it's going down the good friends / just friends route... it juz feels like that... maybe the chance has passed and i dint even noticed it... or it was just not meant to be... like ppl say distancing yourself mite help sometimes but i feel right now, by distancing myself, i'm actually distancing from her and can't climb my way back... oh wells...

maybe i cld have a better chance if i stayed in the same hall... just maybe...

to quote one of her favourite line from jay chou's song :
"而我已经分不清 你是友情 还是错过的爱情"

MA's coming up... and i'm nt exactly poised to study for it... unlike MS which was a thorough breeze... i hate being helpless... and i can't help being helpless myself in certain matters... like matters of the heart... forever green the term seems very tempting... too tempting