problems.... wif e new year alr...

- comp has spyware... smth dunno wad keeps changing my homepage to some website saying i have spyware on e comp and advice me to remove it...
- some dunno wad slimming advertisement is flooding my junk mail box wif 100mb emails...
- comp doesn't load warcraft 3 2/3 of e times...
- comp lags...
- comp keeps telling me i have insufficient space in my C drive...
- i need a bigger drive... 20 gig is not enough
- i need a better graphics card...
- i need a better processor, RAM.............................
- in short i need a better comp...
- i suck at pool and mahjong...
- i suck at gunbound...
- i need to pass IPPT
- i haven't done any exercise for 9 days other than 1 hr of bball...
- i onli have 30 bucks ang bao money...
- i'm overspending my pay for e month on transport and food... yikes...
- i haven't pack my bag for tml...

no wonder they say this year is e year of cock.... hmmmm

Happy Chinese New Year to all...

ok i'm not supposed to say all those "gong xi blah blah blah stuff due to certain religious reasons so i'll leave it as tat...

anywayz i spent e whole of todae at home.. well ok most of it... morning go temple to visit my grandma's "new home"... thinking abt it arh... seriously i dun wan my children (tat's assuming i get married and have kids... long way off) to go to e extent my aunties and uncles are going for my grandma... all e procession and stuff... i prefer it done simple and easy... dump me in e sea i also dun reallie care lar... i mean pls lor... i'll be gone then and i dun wan to be a burden to others... juz let em go in peace...

second discovery of e day... i suck at mahjong... was playing wif my parents at home... apparently they were too bored or smth... played 2 whole games and i lost 20+++... 1 buck a fan... well done... get good hand also cannot finish tat kind of game la basically... =P

tml? most prob same thing again... mite go watch movie... i wanna watch constantine... but i doubt my parents wld wanna watch it... they wld wan a cheena show so they can understand w/o looking at lyrics... hmmm e onli one i feel tat's acceptable now is seoul raiders... i rather watch i do i do wif some other ppl which i shall not mention... haha no one fits tat place yet... i believe... dunno lar i dun wanna think abt it... finish NS first den go uni... den got time to go think of this kind of thing lar... as for constantine... i'm gonna psycho my section mates to go watch... haha then most prob go play lan or pool or stuff like tat... but tat's on friday... haha

i'm still worrying abt going back to tekong on sunday... i dint bring my clothes back to wash... smart move..

Ryan Cabrera

i love this song... damn nice...

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

when a person is gone... let her/him go... peacefully...

enough said...

anywayz juz wanna comment on e crematory... they purposely have to put e machine to e smallest speed possible so tat e coffin will take like 10 million yrs to enter e "incinerator" rite... =S

anywayz tml juz need to collect ashes... hope tat's e end of everything... it's bad enough alr...

back from camp... earlier than b4...

well yes as u can tell by now i'm back from camp... no SIT test no nothing until end of new year... the reason? becuz my grandma juz passed away on friday...

how shld i put it into words... i've been preparing to be called out at anytime of e day... REC Lee Chun Hui pls fall out now... but at e moment when i least expect it... e call came... at 9pm on friday nite... e nite b4 SIT test... right after i packed my field pack alr... right aft i helped loading up e tonner... the decision is yours... go back now and miss SIT test tml and take it some other day... or take e SIT test and we release u on Monday lunch which is e latest... it doesn't take a genius to guess i took e 1st option... and luckily i did becuz she's gonna get cremated on monday 2pm... and thus e extended break due to off duty + CNY... tat's 1 wk 2 days off training... not gonna look good on e records...

but anywayz i'm still confused myself.. whether to slack thru my NSF life being a CSM(company store man) or a driver... or to go OCS and become a commander... things i'm bearing in mind are physical fitness and leadership abilities... which u are supposed to like exhibit during SIT test? maybe e extended break is time for me to make up my mind... no ideas how... my usual "see how" attitude sets in once again... doesn't reallie solve e problem but can't think of any better solutions...

now on other more coincidental things these 2 days... 1stly... my grandma's shoes sole bear e number 42 on each sole... e white shirt they gave out for e funeral... size 42... 42 3 times.. whose 4D number is 4203???... doesn't need a genius to figure out...

no 2 coincidental thing... as i was browsing thru friendster looking at new posted photos of friends... guess who i see... one of e PTIs in tekong... the world is small... so is Singapore... SO IS TEKONG....