something interesting

lol... online tests nvr fail to give me surprises and laughs...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

lol i'm a dangerous person to date ok.... dun touch me... ^^

finished Mai Hime

yay took time off and finished up Mai Hime... nice series but not for e die hard power rangers haters hahaha... but this is like so much much better than pr... like pr = shit in hell while mai hime = angel in heaven... if u can get e comparison haha...

hehe dun slam me but i prefer midori over mai... =P =P =P

but not bad la i discovered smth new while watching mai hime... tat's "what do you want in life" heh i'm not gonna post here abt it tat's for sure but i realise some point in life u reallie have to ask urself tat question... times change so do ur goals... losing sight of your goal in life is like trying to walk in fog... buuuuu... but at least it sets my mind at rest for now... 10 more months to go... den i have to start changing some mindsets alr... hehe

realised i like looking out of e window and see e scenary go by but not noticing anything in particular at all... it's juz like u use a video cam and set it on a moving vehicle w/o adjusting any angle and stuff... watching things go by u... like pulling urself out of your body and watch things go by like tat... a few moments of tranquility... haha great for relieving inner stress and wrath at times... =D

anywayz shall not post any spoilers on mai hime here... dun wan to get hammered by a grp of ppl =P

back from another mount... although it was onli 2 days i was feeling like totally shagged out alr... prolly due to e heat and v bad sleeping timing...

oh well but all is good... watched a few anime while in camp... dunno y but i see a bunch of ppl on msn whose nics are either jap or chinese... haha anime fever...

list of animes watched:

Bleach (until 69... still on going)
Kanon
Suzuka
Onegai Sensei
Shakugan No Shana (until 18... damn nic hurry up and dl..)
School Rumble (until 10... i realise cannot watch this all at once... will get sian of e lameness ^^)
Shuffle!
Yami To Boushi To Hon No Tabibito (ep2... yes i know this originated from e h game but it aint so in e anime la..)

still to go :
Onegai Twins
Mai Hime

lalalala looks like it's gonna be quited packed eh? haha...

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept.You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking. You should major in: Natural sciencesComputer scienceCreative writingMathArchitectureJournalism

What Should You Major In?

went out to watch fearless... not bad e show... can recommend watching... haha

sign 1 extra 1st thing on v day... like #$&^@#*.. haiz nvm... at least e worst is over bah...

screw safpu we need ppl...

i understood wad ur saying...

A sad story...

flashback...
it all started 3 yrs ago... i had strong feelings for this girl... yet aft some time we started to drift apart... although we broke up shortly aft tat i still cldn't forget her...

two days ago...
i juz finished dinner and den suddenly a strong bad feeling hit me... it's like classic anime style when u feel like smth bad is going to happen... shortly aftwards i went to check my phone... in it says we're giving a farewell party for her coz she's leaving for australia (which i know of alr... the flight is on the 14th)... tat's when it all started again... i had duty on saturday... and it's to east which means wad time i can make it depends on wad time the driver picks me up on sunday morning...

yesterday...
figured out 2 options i cld take... one is to change duty wif someone... or to risk smth happening leaving my dog over at east... decided e 1st one was safer but cldn't find anyone except the one covering base duty who's willing to change... base duty on sat is like a confirm 6 hours prowl which is like infinity times worse den e east duty which we juz go over there to sleep for standby... took me 2 hrs to finally decide it's worth e effort...

todae...
so the day comes... i went off at 6... much to the displease of my camp mates... apparently they wanted me to wash e kennels 1st b4 moving off but i guess if i left early i cld come back for breakfast and have a wash up b4 going down... but along the way smth inside me changed... images of wad had been / cld have been / mite have been came into my mind... all at the same time... it swayed my decision of going down... i do not know y... i even consulted someone abt it... but in the end...

no decision arrived... time made e choice for me... and so now i'm here... still sitting at home... not knowing whether to regret my foolishness...

knowing that u can't forget her is one... trying to love another while doing tat... it's a sin...

to everyone...


Gomenasai... Boku wa baka desu...

to her... sorrie for not going down today... dun think i'll be in the right mind and mood to be there... all the best in your studies, take care of yourself... i dun think u will miss me... but i'll definitely will

i'll be working on valentine's day

regards

1st anime to make me cry...

for e record... it's been like 2 yrs since i last cried... well i dint cry when my grandma passed away... i dint cry while watching i not stupid too (apparently ppl say got 1/2 e cinema took out tissues halfway thru e show)...

why e heck did i cry while watching kanon... haiz...