It was a sombre day
Ok not gonna blog about the details of the sombre day i had yesterday... Some parts of it are too private...
Anywayz it all rose from the Career Services Talk... Maybe the problems are there already but i just refuse to rectify it... Takes time i guess... i shall perservere...
but still the thinking hasn't change... since RI days... the same reasoning why do i have to fight to be the best when i do my best and chances are i'll end up just middle ground... It's the feeling where you've been up there, seen the surroundings, and down there is actually much better sometimes... grrr stress
tat and something else... concoctive mix of depression... perhaps i'll never be able to pull myself out of the downward spiral... at least not in the near future... haiz...
i'm just depressed...
and ppl have asked me... so old alr, still play play play... what they do not know, is that playing lets me forget about what i'm thinking... it's like alcohol or glue with slightly better health effects...
posted by Remorseful @ 11:14 PM
3 Comments:
Chanced upon this post and I can't help but comment.
Life's short, there's not much time for you to think and delude. If you are indeed content with being mediocre, then save your whining and be mediocre obediently.
If you aren't satisfied with being mediocre, then do something about it, and not behave like what you think a mediocre person should be like.
There's no right or wrong with the above choices, but if you can't even actually decide where you want to be and are constantly giving yourself the excuses as a backtracking pigeon hole, then you're just a fag.
your points are correct in some sense but by not even acknowledging what u said by leaving your name, it doesn't lend u the credibility...
haha i feel you on the gaming part.
I too use it as a form of... escape. It distracts and entertains at the same time, and has no direct implications to the real world(perfect VR! 'matrix' syndrome >.<) But i would really prefer if my escape was dance or something, then maybe i'll get laid b4 40! hahaha
anyway, I also see your point, on the mediocrity part. And you also can't fault him for not revealing his identity;he didn't flame u openly. but i digress....
I also know my level best won't be near the elite. but my level average, is almost considered best amongst the people i grew up with like family and friends. The world's big enough for all levels of genius to thrive, think about it that way.
In work i try my best. And it does get noticed, no matter how small the effort(or lack of it). So don't think mediocre cuts it; you're much more than that.
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