office politics

damn... dun u juz get sick of those daily office politics where everyone tries to get as little of the worst things tat's gonna happen tat day and get as much out of other ppl's misery... all those pushing arnds, backstabbings, groups plans on how to push jobs away to others... i juz dun get it... does the line between old birds and new birds have to be draw in bold, laminated and if possible engraved?? it seems so different from uniformed grps in sec sch... at least tat is for me... back then even when it comes to serious training, we're more of buddies than of superiors and subordinates... back here... old birds get to sleep on e sofa, listen to radio while e new birds have to wash e kennels by themselves and do area cleaning... why can't they sometimes juz help us a lil or even better cases work along wif us... usual excuses... oh last time we also did everything by ourselves... last time our work load was so much more, we had to blah blah etc.... so we have to bring on e misery brought on to us right down to e nxt generation... feels like we're still stuck at ice age ya?

anywayz i'm quite sick of covering up here and there for ppl... ok not to say nobody has covered up for me... but y does it seem like everytime dog sect is e one compromising things and yet others still feel we are being ba4 dao4 and requesting so many things... harlow??? some of these things are supposed to be done by u guys w/o us having to call u lousy lazy peeps every 15 mins to ask abt it u know...

somehow my platoon sergeant in BMT was rite.. JC ppl and others dun mix... juz so right.... haiz... wad to do...

colour test... from yu lin's blog

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.
In actual fact you are not willing to exert yourself in any way. You have that truly 'laid back' attitude and are unwilling to extend yourself or exert undue effort. You feel that to move forward - be it in your life style or in business relationships - would require more energy output than you are prepared to give at this time. You want to take life easy and your attitude is such that 'Enough is Enough'.
The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.
You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.
Matters are not all that they would appear to be and you are critical of the existing conditions which you feel are confused and disorganized. You are therefore looking for a modus operendi which will simplify the situation so that you will be able to see the 'trees in the woods'.