Dreamers

Dream (noun) -a series of thoughts, images and feelings that you experience when you are asleep -something you hope for and want to happen very much -a situation that does not seem real or part of normal life -a set of pleasant thoughts that make you forget about what is really happening

Thursday, December 30, 2004

New Year Break

shooo happy i'm released on 29th... tat means 4 days of rest... book in on 2nd jan 2045.... haha tat is nxt yr =D... hehe make it sound so far away...

miss e food outside... miss a hot shower bath... miss my comp... haha tat's abt all... haiz army life is shooo sianz... lol like we're all complaining abt studying in school life... now we're all complaining abt exercise in army life... wad's nxt? work in work life? probably... hehe

going out tonite wif my section mates... dunno whether movie or clubbing or wadsoever... shall go gaga wif my comp 1st b4 i do anything...

A is for airborne
I is for in the sky
R is for rough and tough
B is for born to fly
O is for on the go
R is for RAVEN
N is for never die
E is for everything
down by the river
took a little walk
ran into some terrorist
had a little talk
we push them, hia
we kick them, hia
we push them kick them, hia hia
into the river
left them to drown
we dont need no terrorist
hanging around
hey.... dun be a fool... somebody said we are number 2, OI, we are number oooooonnnnnnneeee....
RAVEN!

Sunday, December 26, 2004

not much time....

my god... it's abt 1 more hr and i have to start making my way back to camp... so many things so little time.. haiz... friday came out... go home bathe rest den go out to shop until v late... den christmas day went my uncle's house celebrate from morning until v late... den todae... go see doc... haahaha damn loserish... but also need to buy stuff to bring in later... like black tape (no we dun have fetishes in there... there's other reason for tape) etc...

ok lar for e benefit of those wonderful ppl who visit my blog... =P haha

List of MUST BRING items that they dun provide:

-Hangers (considerable amt... say 6 is a good number... 8 mite be nice too
-Pegs as in CLOTHES peg... (3 for each hangar... extra if u are paranoid ur pegs spoil within 2 wks of use)
-BLACK TAPE as in e insulating wire kind... bookshops or hardware stores shld have... bring like 10 rolls in and try to share within ur section 1st b4 u proceed on to platoon lvl... VERY IMPORTANT... dun complain abt it later if u forget to bring in...
-Powder... as in e prickly heat powder... e snake brand... i think some of u guys wld know...
-ZIP LOCK BAGS... MUST BRING!!!! or else prepare for a fun time unpacking ur laundry when u come home for 1st book out =D... also u need 2 for ur field pack.. well tat wld be explained later and most prob ur platoon IC wld buy for ur platoon when u guys get in..
-Long pants... track pants.. if u scared of cold at nite... dun worry u wun need jackets... trust me... but pants can be quite helpful warding off e cold... cannot figure out y? ask me... =P
-washing powder...
-SLIPPERS... (try getting those wif nylon straps instead of rubber one... u'll know why later also... and try to get those thin ones... AND most importantly.... LIGHT ones... or u'll suffer e weight later)
-Black permanent marker... very useful

Optional:

-transitor radio.... AM/FM onli type...
-some thing to scent ur metal cabinet... u know why alr..
-safety pins...
-scissors if u reallie can't tear tape =P

DUN BRING:

-Cards (sorrie card freaks... prohibited... u have been warned)
-MP3 players... (sorrie music freaks onli CD/cassette players allowed)
-shaver... (for one thing... e mach 3 shaver they provide u is like one of e most expensive things they give u... zzzzzz...)
-More than 2 hp batteries (sorrie peepz... more than 2 and they confiscate e extras)
-CHARGER (tekong is still run on generator... if u wan to work w/o light at nite and sleep w/o fan at nite FOR ONE WEEK... by all means go ahead... and tat doesn't mean tat e others wun hantum u for taking away e electricity)

BE PREPARED FOR:

-Lousy english
-Vulgarities
-Lousy facilities
-Lots of climbing if u belong to platoon 3 or 4 of e company...
-Exercise 14 hours a day
-Drink 5 litres of (semi-polluted) water a day
-Sleep 7 hours a day
-Sleep at 2230
-Wake up at 0500
-Lousy food
-Basically shit life =P
-Not mentioning high risk of diahheora (how u spell it damn it) , food poisoning, viral infections, twisted ankles, fever, constipation, lack of sleep, nausea, enduring e shit smell while waiting for ur turn, toilet break of 3 mins wif 47 ppl rushing in together, toilet cleaning, extensive bunk cleaning, REGIMENTATION (god i love tat word), fucked up ppl, act smart ppl, real smart ppl, real zai ppl and last but not least... love ur sergeants... at least when they feel good =P

yep basically tat sums up wad to expect... e rest? leave it for u guys to find out lar haha... time to go... gotta catch my "flight" at 1830 at pasir ris mrt... tataz

Thursday, December 09, 2004

1+ days to NS

ok a small foreword... i have no idea wad happened to my browser or blogger's main page... but chinese appeared instead of english for some of e headers... hmmmmm...

anywayz Saturday December 11th wld be yet another turning point of my life... yes from e slacking life to NS life (i switched back to slacking life ever since A lvls alr)... so happy tat smth will keep me occupied... and not worries of wad to do for another 1 3-4 more wks... haha

but they say when u pass ur napfa within tat 4 wks PTP u get to come back... hmmm see 1st lar... if i enjoy e training then stay inside lor... call me weird by all means i dun reallie care :P

anywayz found this webby on somebody's blog which has photos of different JCs prom... alrite it's yulin's blog for those ppl who were trying to guess who... yes u can go click on e link at e right hand column then click e link to e website or if u are lazy... click here... anywayz got a few ppl i know got photos there alr... yaochen weiling greg almo+jay-en(scandalous =P) wenting cheryl tay alphis kilash(argh forgot how to spell his name) teena chiewmei deepak jaron ravin raheem nicholas(ng)(wif all e za bos from his class... like not scandalous =P) grace candice ... wah and they still got more space to add... lol i'm like viewing photos a lot these days... juz checked out abintan's blog and got a taste of RJ's prom... it's not up yet on oberture... sadly... haha recognise some ppl from TJ's ones got yazid(there pres... from RI hehe) nicholas ng's mei or jie can't remember friend? dunno CANNOT REMEMBER NAME... my god morning mental block... e VJ one also cannot remember 3 ppl's name... sorrie arh =D dint get to catch quek peggy and you quan... haha dint go dint take photo? dunno =P dun remember any going ACJC YJC CJC NYJC SRJC hmmm TPJC got so few onli... dint see my pri sch classmates... er... SA hmmm jinpeng's not there... one VJ photo ended up there dunno y... haiyaz juz damn bored... haha can't wait for RJ one... hehe

anywayz to my dear pri & sec sch & JC classmates... if u are organising some reunion... msg me on my phone coz i wun be online(tekong aint tat advanced)... and pls try to make it aft christmas??? pls?? or else i have to wack napfa like siao... thanx XD..

so longz... maybe i'll post one more tml maybe i wun... see 1st lar... haha gonna miss blogging... it's so much fun!!!

Saturday, December 04, 2004

about NS

woot heard a lot abt NS stuff todae... wah need to bring washing powder for clothes... hmmm wonder where u can find small packets of it... alwayz see those extra large sized ones in e supermarkets... oh ya to those who are thinking of bringing expensive stuff in... time to change ur mind man... haha..

oh ya now i think i prefer a in camp posting than a 8 to 5 posting... haha several reasons... 1 is u save money on transport and food although at e sacrifice of the short periods of liberty everyday.... and secondly onli a few lower postings can get 8 to 5... haha

and u have to wake up at 5 every morning... sibei siao one... breakfast at O six hundred, lunch at twelve hundred, dinner at eighteen hundred... for those who are used to eating whenever u feel hungry, be it at 3 in e afternoon or 3 at nite... time to change ur habit =D

haha but overall NS is fun... according to e ppl i asked lar... u get to meet new friends learn new things... basically (quote from my friend) a good time for boys to mature into man... HAHAHAHA but i guess i can make do wif tat... =P

Friday, December 03, 2004

hmmm...

my comp like started to lag aft inserting the 4th song... like ooo... so maybe i'll post e endings and inserts some other time... ok here's smth interestin...


Mwu Lla Fllaga, age 28. You're just the star of the day eh !
YOU ARE..... : Mwu Lla Fllaga ! Ahh the laid-back
person, you're just the type of person who
tries to fill up the merriness in a difficult
situation, but when it gets serious.... you're
the utmost !!


Kidou Senshi Gundam SEED Character Personality Test !
brought to you by Quizilla

wah interesting... but i dun wanna die!!!!... *sad* but i muz say he is damn cool... but he also died a heroic death (p.s. i haven't seen tat episode yet... stuck at 40 need to go yl's house to finish within these 8 days) nvm.. i shall bask in his glory for e time being... =D

a few lyrics post

ok... juz a sign of my boredom.. gundam seed lyrics.. hahaha... WARNING: DO NOT READ IF U ARE NOT INTERESTED... i liked believe and realize... probably also becuz they are from e same singer... e other 2 also not bad... rankings wld be believe, realize, moment, invoke... with invoke losing out narrowly... ready? here we go.. in order of appearance

---Openings---
T.M. Revolution - Invoke
surechigaisogu tabi ni butsukeai chigireautagai
no hane no itami kanjiteiru
Every time we hurry past each other, we hit and tear ourselves on impact
and we feel the pain of each other's wings

sabishisa ni yogoreta ude de daita
sore igai no nanika wo shiranai kara
We were embraced in unclean, impure arms
because in our loneliness we didn't know any better

tsunagaru shunkan mezameru eien machikogareru
The moment we connect, eternity will awaken - I long for it

hayasugiru toki no matataki ni sarasarete
hitori de wa todokanainegai nante
kiesou na kotoba ja
tadoritsukenai
Exposed in a flickering instant that flew by too fast
I can't reach anything alone
These mere wishes and fading words
can't get get us anywhere by themselves

jitto me wo korashitemo miushinatte shimau hoshi
dare no mono ni mo naranai hikari ga aru
Though I fixed my eyes right on them, I've still lost sight of the stars
But their light remains, and no one can steal it

kuchibiru tashikameru inochi no hi ga
omoi tsumeta you ni mabushii kara
The light of our existence is confirmed by our lips
It's dazzling from the emotions that are bottled up inside us

ai ga saki na no ka kowasu no ga saki ka madowasareru
Is it love that lies ahead, or will everything break apart? It bewilders me...

karamiau netsu no tsutaetai shinjitsu wo
dare kara mamoreba ii?
kimi ga itsuka hoshigatta omoi ga
soko ni aru nara...
Intertwined in this heat, wanting to speak the truth
Who do I protect them from?
This feeling you wanted so badly once,
If it's there...

hayasugiru toki no matataki ni sarasarete
hitori de wa todokanai
negai nante kiesou na kotoba ja
karamiau netsu no tsutaetai shinjitsu wo

dare kara mamoreba ii?
koko de itsuka hoshigatta omoi ga
kimi ni aru kara

Exposed in a flickering instant that flew by too fast
I can't reach anything alone
These mere wishes and fading words...
Intertwined in this heat, wanting to speak the truth
Who do I protect them from?
This feeling I wanted so badly once...
It's here, because it lies in you

Vivian or Kazuma - Moment
dare mo mina samayoinagara kotae wo sagashite
Everyone, while wandering, is looking for an answer

futari naraba jikan sae mo shihai dekiru to omotteta ano koro
tsuki hi wa nagare sora no ima mo kawaru you ni surechigatteta kokoro
If we were together, even time could be under our control or so I thought back then.
Instead time flows on, even the colors of the sky have changed,
And our hearts passed right on by each other.

megurikuru kisetsu no naka de
ano toki ga tomareba
ii no ni
futari mata samayoi nagara
kono sora wo kanata ni ai wo sagashite
In the never-ending course of the seasons,
Wouldn't it be nice if we could freeze time at that one moment?
The two of us, while still wandering,
are searching for love in the far corners of the darkness

ima no kimi ni utsuru sora wa donna iro nara kikikaesenai nara
taisetsu na koto wasurete shimatte iku you de sukoshi tomadou kokoro
What color is the sky right now where you are? As it is I can't ask again
As I continue to forget the important things in life, my heart becomes a little confused

mekurumeku ginga no naka de
sono kokoro takuri
yosetemu
futari tada hoshi wo miagete
ano toki no sora no iro wo kasaneteru
Within our dazzling galaxy,
Your heart is drawing in and approaching me
The two of us are just looking up at the stars,
And in this moment, the colors of the sky are all blending together

taisetsu na koto wasurete shimawanai de itai
kegare wo shiranu kokoro
Don't let yourself forget the important things in life
A heart that knows no impurity

megurikuru kisetsu no naka de
kono hoshi ga kiesaru toki ni wa
kokoro goto zero ni modoshite
shounen no hitomi de mitsumete
futari mata ano yume no hate
arukidasu tsunaida te wo hanasazu ni
In the never-ending course of the seasons,
an hour will come when this planet will vanish into nothing
and all the things in my heart will be restored to zero
as I stare on with only the eyes of a boy
But for now we're together again, and toward the end of that dream
We start walking, hand in hand, never letting go

Nami Tamaki - Believe
kotoba mitsukerarezu omowazu fureta katasaki
kimi wa nani mo iwazu ni tsumetaku furihodoku
hon no sasai na gokai kara osanai ai wa kuzureteku
sonna kanashii kao wa mitakunai
Unable to find any words, I instinctively reached out to touch your shoulder
And you, without saying anything, coldly broke free
Because of a trivial misunderstanding, our young love is giving way
I don't want to see such a sad face

yume sae nakushitemo sono hohoemi dake sutenaide
kono mune kagayaiteite
Even though your dream may be dissolving, just don't abandon that smile
It's what keeps my own heart glowing

itsuka chikau bokura kono te de kizuku mirai wa
kanarazu kono basho de kimi ga doko ni itatte
dakedo ima wa futari setsunaku sorashita hitomi
deaeru koto wo shinjite
We swore one day to build the future with our own hands
At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are
And now the two of us stand with pained eyes and glances diverted,
But I believe we'll be able to meet again

issho ni nagameta hoshizora ikutsu mo hikari nagareteta
omoide wa mada kietari wa shinai
The starry sky we used to gaze up at together, where so much light streamed through
All the memories of that still won't fade away

mimi wo sumashita nara kuchibue de fuita ano uta no
fureezu kikoe hajimeru
If you really listen for it, you'll begin to hear that phrase
in the melody of the flute that was played

soshite sora no mukou kokoro ga egaku ashita wa
mou ichido ano basho de kimi no tonari ni iyou
kitto bokura futari korekara kakenuketeiku
hibi niimi ga aru no nara
And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place, I'll be right by your side once more
Surely we'll be together from now on, plunging ahead through these days
Because there could be a meaning to all of this after all

itsuka chikau bokura kono te de kizuku mirai wa
kanarazu kono basho de kimi ga doko ni itatte
soshite sora no mukou kokoro ga egaku ashita wa
mou ichido ano basho de kimi no tonari ni iyou
dakedo ima wa futari setsunaku sorashita hitomi
deaeru koto wo shinjite
We swore one day to build the future with our own hands
At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are
And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place, I'll be right by your side once more
Now the two of us stand with pained eyes and glances diverted,
But I believe we'll be able to meet again

Nami Tamaki (yes it's her again) - Realize
tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai
todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashiraseru yo
I don't even know where I'll end up,
but I believe I'll get there somehow
Now, I'm letting my feelings run free

katachi kaete yuku kokoro mo kono machi mo
dakedo kienai negai ga aru
Images are changing; my heart, even this city
However, I do have one wish that won't go away

chigau yume wo mite onaji sora nagameta
ano hi chikatta "makenai koto"
We had different dreams as we looked up at the same sky
And on that day we vowed we wouldn't be defeated

zutto futari kono te tzunagezu ni
umarete kita imi wo sagashiteta
All along, though our hands couldn't reach,
we were both searching for the meaning behind our births

tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai
todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashiraseru yo
ayamachi mo setsunasa mo koeru toki
negai ga hikari dakishimeru mirai wo yobisamashite
I don't even know where I'll end up,
but I believe I'll get there somehow
Now, I'm letting my feelings run free
When we can finally overstep these mistakes and this pain,
our wish will embrace the light and call the future awake

kaze ni nagareteku ano kumo no kodoku wo
kimi mo dokoka de kanjiteru no?
The solitude of that one cloud passing by with the wind
Do you feel it too somewhere?

yume wo mamoru tame tagai wo kizutsuke
senaka awase ni aruitekita
To shield our dreams, we hurt one another
Back-to-back, we walked away from each other

kitto itsuka wakariaeru darou
onaji kimochi de iru shinjitai
Surely someday we'll understand each other, right?
I want to believe we have the same feelings

mayou koto osorezu ni habatakeru
kodou ga namiutsu mada yume wo akiramenaide
kurayami mo kodoku ni mmo tachimukau
kimi to deaeta yorokobi wo kanarazu tsutae ni ikou
We're not afraid of getting lost, we can fly away
The pulse may rise and fall,
but don't give up on your dreams yet
Standing up to all the darkness and solitude
The happiness that being able to meet you brought me - I'll go to tell it to you, whatever the cost

tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai
todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashiraseru yo
ayamachi mo setsunasa mo hanaretemo
ano hi to onaji kono sora wa... kimi e to tsuzuiteiru
I don't even know where I'll end up,
but I believe I'll get there somehow
Now, I'm letting my feelings run free
Even our mistakes, our pain
Even if we're separated,
The sky now is the same as it was on that day
and it continues on to where you are

last mark of jc... perhaps...

haha yesterday nite was prom nite... and u know wad.. i have nothing to write abt it... and u know why??? becuz i dint attend it... =D haha a bit cranky here todae... shall blame it on light headed nees... been skipping meals for a while due to sleeping problems... hmmm signs of death coming eh??? haha...

but i reallie think e prom marks e end of jc life... wad do u think???

still can find nothing to do... 8 more full days to NS... dunno wad to do sia... maybe i'll go back to mugging... i miss solving maths problem... (sidevoice: wad e **** is wrong wif u... u finally got out of studying and now u wan to fall back into tat ****hole again???) (another sidevoice: yes studying is good... go enrich urself... practice and exercise ur brain... less chance of growing senile like ur grandma) (sidevoice again: hey dun influence our dear friend here ok u devil... go away) (other sidevoice: no u go away... u den are e devil.. everyday ask him to play onli...) (both starts fighting)... i need to exercise... damn been sitting in front of e comp so often... muz get my lazy butt going again or else NS is gonna be hell... geez

nvm my life is boring... dun read my blog... it has nothing much special... nothing to write abt... juz crap... delete e link to here... do yourself a favour... so long....