back from camp... earlier than b4...

well yes as u can tell by now i'm back from camp... no SIT test no nothing until end of new year... the reason? becuz my grandma juz passed away on friday...

how shld i put it into words... i've been preparing to be called out at anytime of e day... REC Lee Chun Hui pls fall out now... but at e moment when i least expect it... e call came... at 9pm on friday nite... e nite b4 SIT test... right after i packed my field pack alr... right aft i helped loading up e tonner... the decision is yours... go back now and miss SIT test tml and take it some other day... or take e SIT test and we release u on Monday lunch which is e latest... it doesn't take a genius to guess i took e 1st option... and luckily i did becuz she's gonna get cremated on monday 2pm... and thus e extended break due to off duty + CNY... tat's 1 wk 2 days off training... not gonna look good on e records...

but anywayz i'm still confused myself.. whether to slack thru my NSF life being a CSM(company store man) or a driver... or to go OCS and become a commander... things i'm bearing in mind are physical fitness and leadership abilities... which u are supposed to like exhibit during SIT test? maybe e extended break is time for me to make up my mind... no ideas how... my usual "see how" attitude sets in once again... doesn't reallie solve e problem but can't think of any better solutions...

now on other more coincidental things these 2 days... 1stly... my grandma's shoes sole bear e number 42 on each sole... e white shirt they gave out for e funeral... size 42... 42 3 times.. whose 4D number is 4203???... doesn't need a genius to figure out...

no 2 coincidental thing... as i was browsing thru friendster looking at new posted photos of friends... guess who i see... one of e PTIs in tekong... the world is small... so is Singapore... SO IS TEKONG....