It's been long...

Long since my last post... seems like many things have changed over this period of time... too many things...

I dun know whether it's becuz i've simply nothing to rant about or simply no time to rant about things... maybe a mix of both explains the inactivity here... for those who do not know this blog well, it's a place where i vent off my frustrations, concerns, dissatisfaction... I'm one who's never satisfied remember?

Too many things have changed... Things including the way i think about some people... certain events have certainly opened my drowsy eyes to the people around me... certain things have changed my perception of handling things... too many things have happened

Juz finished watching the 7PM show on chnl 8... The show title irks me somehow... Life made simple... How i wish life could be made simple... sometimes the simpler u make things to be... the easier it is that you get tricked and fall into traps... tat's life now... seems like overthinking and thinking of the worst case scenario is my form of protecting myself, of preparing myself of things to happen... which in most case fortunately did not turn out as i plan... life's full of surprises in that aspect i think...

i always like to think, what if i had done it this way, what if things had been done that way, what if the same things happen all over again, would i react the same or otherwise, how would circumstances have changed... maybe i just think too much...

Missed school today... coincidentally so did somebody... more ppl have visited my blog i've heard... many of whom did not bother to clarify things... which is not really my concern... i'll just assume u nvr read my blog... as for things who did clarify wif me but done so 2 months later... ask urself y dint u do it earlier... :) and for those who are thinking "shit i shld have asked"... i'm ok with u keeping your silence, i'll take it as i've never known u...

so why am i so bitter now? school's been ok, friend's been ok, dota's been fun, i've got my holidays planned out, accountancy is waiting for me... why i'm bitter... should have been becuz i've juz excluded certain people from my inner circle to the middle circle.. probably... not to say i dint gain anyone in my inner circle... for that i'm thankful...

Life made simple... if only that really could be done... i'm sorry for being emo, cause that's the real me... cannot accept too bad... it's prolly the other side of me that i dun show to other people... and it's only a small part of it...