苏惠伦 - 不想想太多

haha like 1 song name juz sums up my feelings now... i think... although i think the song lyrics itself mite apply several yrs ago... haha 1 whole bz O wk as expected... no time to emo den now den emo LOL... damn smart...

school's starting soon lo... somehow it doesn't feel the same like starting jc nor sec school... cld it be becuz we're more mature? or does it juz doesn't feel the same rigidity of education... or maybe i'm juz bored of doing orientation stuff... i dun know... i dun see where things are going and it's scary... especially when this is the time that decides your own future... if someone were to ask me do u see yourself as a accountant 10 yrs down the road... my answer is i'm not sure... and it's not what i planned for it to be... the answer should be YES I'M damn @#*@!(# sure becuz that shld be what it shld be...

oh and speaking of sick of doing orientation stuff... to think that i'm gonna transfer into a class where i dun know anyone... maybe onli 1 wilson but nobody else... the prospect of nt seeing familiar faces for time to come... yrs to come since accountancy modules are pre allocated for 3 yrs... imagining the friendships i've formed the last 1 month plus is going to slowly fade becuz of different tutorial groups and lecture groups... becuz we dun see each other... it scares me... i'm human after all... we're meant to be community organisms, not solo beings...

or perhaps i think too much... like how geps are trained... overthink overdo overwrong....

i wan to k box... sob sob... singing can relief stress... can relief emo....